Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Till i Collapse

Cause sometimes you just feel tired. You feel weak. And when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, try ta find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

Just the words i needed to keep my dreams alive.

Sporadic renewals of Motivation

Gods' Listen Up, I Will Stand Tall

I will not fall, I will stand tall, Feels like no one could beat me.

A heart of steel, a diamond cultivated mind




Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Imagine

U may say im a dreamer, but im not the only one. Hopfully someday u will join us and the world will be as one. Imagine all the people living as of today. If i could reach for the stars, i would take on down for u.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

My Deficits

Back to reality to our ever competative world. Here i am, in school trying to focus and do my best. I recall a few years back i attended a Church and the pastor was preaching about potential. He said that a seed could become a forest. How about mine?

The gpa of 4 deficits. Is it really that tough getting a 4? Well, im working towards it. Erasing away the words " I can't & Impossible" from my dictionary. I hope i can really achieve what once was considered impossible.

wish me luck =p

Saturday, April 14, 2007

The weight of the world

Soon i will setfoot to lift the weight of the world upon my shoulders. Nobody said it was easy & Nobody said it was impossible. Setting my eyes on what, once umseemly was thought off as impossible. Nothing is ever too hard to conquer. If i say 4, dare i say it, need to live it.

I'm feeling quite alone these days. As in literally alone as I don't feel like there's another soul out there who understands me; who understands my most human flaws and lofty ambitions. Trying to be who i am, asking myself whether do i really know myself well?

At different points, I've had friends who understood me so well that our interactions extended from sharing inside jokes to being able to predict each others' reactions physical and otherwise to all manner of situations. Again, they may not have known all that was going on in my life seeing as how I compartmentalise my life and seal off certain areas to certain people or to no one at all but they understood what they saw.

Then, I've had those special people close to my heart whom I've shared as much as I could have with. Persons who could induce and still induce to a certain extent the strongest of emotions in me just by looking at me much less using the right words. They are those magical few in any person's life who have the ability to communicate telepathically with you, who finish your sentences and who know all the right buttons to push in the best and worst of situations.


Peoples lives are filled with up & downs. In my case it seems to be having more down than ups. May be i should always look at the portion of the cup which is half filled. I am glad and fortunate to say that i have loving parents who dotes on me a lot. They had done a lot for me and all they long is for me to get good grades.

My inspiration, my motivation, my guardian, my parents :)

For u , I will